What do you think of English? (Saturday, August 14th, 2010)

well, the first thing that come out my mind when i heard the word "English" is your face as an English teacher hha. . I don't really like English, because it was hard, i don't know all words in English and especially grammar arrgghhh. . However, English is really important for me, because it is an international language. it helps me to communicate with people around the world, especially because i play an international game online server. you want to know what i play? (option: a. yes, of course b. my pleasure c. why not??) well, i play ragnarok online international server, and the GameMaster who owns that server tells us to speak english all time and no other language, so just suggest Mr. Biden to ask all students to play games hha. . but there is several difficulties that i face with English
First, in Indonesia, people will teased and mocked at us if we speak in English. We are Indonesian, if we speak English, they said we are showing off, like what Mr. Elijah Bajao (our biology teacher) experienced, people are staring at him when he speaks english, so that's the main problem for me.
Second, i don't know all words in English and correct grammar. Every time when i speak English, i try my best to choose a nice word selection and a correct grammar, which cause me to say a lot of "eeeeeeee" and makes my friend to force me speak in English.
Third, i don't really feel comfortable when i speak English. We speak Indonesian language every time, then when i change to speak in English, i don't feel really good.
Well, that's what i think of English, i'll try my best to speak in English (<-- NATO only hha. .)